Nicht gut genug für dich .__.

  

manchmal solls so sein, manchmal ist es schicksal.es wird ne harte zeit. du fühlst dich allein.und falls du jetzt meinst, es geht nicht mehr schlimmer. dann denk dran nichts ist für immer.nichts ist für immer. everthing ends.  everything ends. everything ends. everything ends. everything ends. learn to appreciate what you have before time makes you appreciate what you had  i know i'm not good enough - they are three things in life that should never be broken; promises, friendships and hearts life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain. it just is what it is. life isn't always fair  

   

do you ever have moments when you feel like you're seconds from losing it? it's sad when you realize you aren't  as important to someone as you thought you were. 

 

Ich Liebe dich doch -.- Überalles - das weißt du :(

There is a difference between giving up and knowing when you have had enough.

You always made me smile. No matter how sad I was, you always gave me my smile back - you said how beautiful I am. You always believe in me - you respected my dreams and we had also dreams together. I thought every second of you, I hoped you think of me at this moment. Every SMS of you made my heart beats faster. When I saw you my heart begans to pound. All this long nights made me feel so happy. I'm sorry I mistook all our laughs, long nights togehter, sweet text messages and inside jokes as you caring. 

This feeling what you gave to me... this feeling will no one give me again. Thank you. And one day I will tell you everything I felt and all my gratefulness.Someday. And than I will kiss you. I promise you.

I'm a little bit scared that you'll be the boy I still remember after a long time. 

. .I DID SOMETHING REALLY STUPID - "WHAT?" - I TRUSTED YOU.

I hate when people from the past won't stay in the fucking past.

Alejandro: wieso interessiert dich des auf einmal so? *****: weil du mir wichtig bist?
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achso&früher hätte dir nicht auffallen können dass ich dir 'wichtig bin'? du kannst mich mal

Und sobald du etwas kannst,versucht es dir jeder auszureden und es gleich wieder schlecht zumachen!

And to think about you becames a routine - the first thought when I wake up and the last one when I fall asleep was you. And every day without you was harder and sader till I began to forget you - I repressed my feelings I don't understood, every thought about you I tried to shoo away. But the wish lasts - the wish that you miss me like I miss you, that you think of me like I do, that I make you crazy the way you make me crazy - that you maybe, maybe one day will kiss my lips with your whole heart...

I dont believe you.

"We've all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are." And I believe devoutly that every human is up to everything - he just needs a reason. 

Stop comparing your love story with those you see in movies. They're written by scriptwriters. Yours is written by God.

promise it.

 oh yes,  the past can hurt. but the way i see it, you can either run from it or learn from it. sorry for thinking i actually meant something to you. it's weird how suddenly everything can change. the only thing there really is to do, is to forgive and to forget.. so i really do, i want to forgive you, and i want to forget you. ''Every girl has that one guy she always goes back to, heartbreak after heartbreak, and nobody knows why, not even her. And she just can't let go. ''  

' a girl doesn't need anyone who doesn't need her ' marilyn monroe. doesn't be afraid to take chances and make mistakes. if you don't how else are you going to learn? sometimes you just erase the messages, delete the numbers, and move on. you don't have to forget who that person was to you, only accept that they aren't that person anymore.  

 

but i was learning to let go. i'd let let go of so much already.  it hurts that you don't even try. don't tell me to stop crying if you don't know how i feel inside. '' sometimes, i think about my life and just want to kind of bang my head into a wall '' it's funny how hello always ends with goodbye. if's funny how good memories can make you cry. it's funny how forever never really  seems so last, it's funny how people and feelings change.but the funiest part of all, none of theat's funny to me.